life has been so off lately.

kinda vent idk? I feel so unmotivated to do anything knowing my bf makes well enough to care for us.. And he also isn’t worried about it either? I brought it up the other night, and how I felt like I was wasting time not doing schooling or getting a job, but that atleast he had a good job, etc. and he told me that he doesn’t care if I ever get a job or not. He is happy to take care of me, and if I want to do something then he will try his best to (financially) support me. Ifeel very conflicted. I have never depended on someone financially at such a large scale in my life and it, but it feels.. kinda good? I don’t have to truly stress. Just.. I never imagined myself to be this stereotype.