HELP ME, I WANNA MAKE SOME MONEY

I am 18, I wanna get financially independent , my family is toxic , they kinda make me know how much they spent on me, I became a perfectionist , I dont know what to do , I feel rlly disturbed with my family , they make me know how much they r spend8ng on me , I can't even buy clothes or even buy a good bath towel or even getting me