I have no idea who this is, but every single lyric is exactly where I'm at. 

Thinking I'm not alone in this valley and maybe this will touch you as it did me.

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**Lyrics**

God, can You hear me?

I know You know my voice

But the room stays quiet

And I'm scared that silence is Your choice

God, can You hear me? I've been speaking through the ceiling

Trying to separate my faith from everything I'm feeling

They say You're near the broken, well, I'm shattered into pieces

So why do I feel further every time I call on Jesus?

I'm exhausted from pretending, I'm okay because I'm praying

Like believing means I never get to question what You're saying

I've been waiting for an answer, I've been searching for a sign

But the only voice responding is this damaged one of mine

And I hate that I'm afraid to tell You that I'm disappointed

Like my honesty could somehow make me less of Your anointed

But You knew me in the womb, You know the war inside my head

So You already heard the words I was too terrified to say

I said, "God, where were You when everything collapsed?

Where were You when I was begging You to give me someone back?

Where were You when every promise felt like salt inside the wound?

I kept staring at the doorway, but You never entered through"

God, can You hear me?

I've been calling through the pain

I've been trying to hold my faith

While my faith is losing strength

God, can You hear me?

I don't need the sky to move

I just need a little something

That reminds me You are You

God, can You hear me? Because I cannot hear You now

And I'm trying not to confuse your silence with you walking out

God, can You hear me? I have nothing left to prove

I'm still here, I'm barely breathing, but I'm reaching out to You, mm

Then I thought about the garden, Jesus sweating blood alone

Asking for another way, why Heaven wouldn't change the road

So maybe feeling abandoned doesn't mean that I'm abandoned

Maybe faith is still obeying when I cannot understand it

Maybe silence isn't absence, maybe quiet isn't cruel

Maybe You are doing something I'm too wounded now to view

Maybe every prayer I whispered when I thought You weren't around

Was a seed beneath the surface putting roots into the ground

I still don't have the answers, I still hate the way this hurts

I still cannot see the end and I still wrestle with Your word

But I'd rather scream my questions with my face turned up to You

Than find comfort in a lie because I'm scared to face the truth

So here I am, no filter, no religion, no disguise

Just a tired soul with tears collecting underneath my eyes

I don't know how to praise You, I don't know what I believe

But if all I have is "help me", let that prayer be enough for me

God, You can hear me

Even when You do not speak

Even when my voice is shaking

Even when my faith is weak

God, You can hear me

Every word and every tear

Maybe I was never lonely

Maybe grief just made it hard to feel You near

God, You can hear me

So I'll call until I'm through

Not because I have the answers

But because I still have You

God, You can hear me

Tonight that has to be

Enough to keep my heart from breaking

Enough to keep me on my knees

God, can You hear me?

I'm still here

God, can You hear me?

I'm still yours

Even when I cannot hear You

I'm still calling

I'm still calling

I'm still calling

This song came out of nowhere..went deep..