The world will never be fixed, and it will never be destroyed

The world will never be fixed, nor will it ever be destroyed, it will remain a horrible place. The world is like a prison school where we are meant to learn lessons and gain experience. There can be no growth without hardship.

Raci*m, misogy*y, cr*me, fasci*m, homophob*a, and so on will exist forever. So don't waste your time trying to change the world.

We can never overcome the divine system, or whatever it is that controls the Earth. We can only become part of it or rise through its hierarchy.

God is not absolute goodness, God is simultaneously the source of all good and all evil. Deities, angels, demons, and spirit guides are like co-workers. There isn't much mystical difference between Christianity, Islam, Paganism, and Satanism. They are all same in spirit.

Human beings actually enjoy darkness and suffering. Stories and games wouldn't be as appealing to us without evil villains. Humans are manifestations of God, so God is also somewhat like humans. God / Us is probably playing some soulsborne type game on earth / simulation.

I experienced God temporarily several times with psilocybin and several times without it. God seemed more like a child than an white beard old man, for whom good and evil were meaningless and parts of itself. God also seemed closer to feminine principle despite being genderless, so I don't know why people refer to God as “Father God” when God seems closer to “Mother God.”

Your greatest savior is yourself.

Maybe everything I said is wrong and simply the result of my terrible life and traumas, which psilocybin awakens every time and connects me to dark side of the God. I don't care. I had responsibility to share them.