Getting hrt is the worst process ever.

If a young cis man was developing hips and chest, losing potential height and width, it would be treated seriously. But even in a progressive country, ive been passed around to multiple doctors even though they all claim to be specialists in this field. They each say "Wow! you're sure ready and determined! Im not writing a letter but this guy prolly can!" and then i wait 2 weeks for the appointment just to be asked the same bullshit intro questions. I hate being a minor, even though Im supposed to be able to consent here i apparently need a billion doctors to sign off on it while my body slowly rots away. Also nobody is checking their damn email. Freedom and peace with puberty is so close, but it could be either two weeks from now or 2 months.

I feel like every day i lose possible height, my hips get a chance to widen.