How did you enjoy early pregnancy without worrying about loss too much

Hey guys, so I’m 4-5 weeks today with my first ever pregnancy and I have been super worried lately. Idk why everything looks good with baby my beta is more than doubling so that’s good. I’ve been obsessively taking pregnancy tests to see if the line is darkening. So a little background I have PCOS and endo and I’ve heard horror stories about miscarriages. Everyone is saying I’ll be fine but I’m still super worried. I’m not getting crazy morning sickness or anything everything does smell more vivid. I’m just so worried about having a miscarriage. How did you guys learn to enjoy the first trimester without this worry destroying you.