It’s so embarrassing to stalk someone/a crush on social media when you’re in ur 20s 😭

And by stalking I mean being in their profile every day and refreshing to see if they uploaded or reposted something. I use one of those “anonymous instagram/tiktok story viewers” because I don’t want them to know I saw their stories. It’s so lifeless and jobless and embarrassing to be still doing this as a 20 y/o but I can’t stop 😭😭