Nofap energy scared her away...

I went on 3 dates with a girl, things were going well but I think my horniness scared her away.... I went on no fap to improve my erection quality but it came at a cost. We were on a date once, every time we kissed or hugged I popped a boner, and she could feel it. We would make jokes about it cause for me that was normal and no girl ever complained about it before. When I had a boner with her, I could grab her by the waist and pull her to my cock, so that it could hide the boner cause we were in public. In my head it was just fun. She's the type to take things slow... So I guess that made her scared of me. I believe she got worried that I would tear her pussy apart since I got boners so easily with her... Lol, if only she knew how many girls would absolutely love being fancied like that. Men can't win, when we can't get boners we are rejected, when we do, we are rejected as well. I just hope this doesn't affect me mentally and makes me scared to have boners.... Honestly this situation sucks man. I'm done dating good girls.