Neet or aiims nursing???

Hey, so mere reneet mei 415 hai aur mujhe koi hope nhi milri ki mujhe college milega also merko aiims raebareli mila hai aiims nursing mei, so the problem is mujhe mbbs hi Krna hai not nursing bilkul Mann nhi hai par ye mera already 4th drop tha and I don't want to take drop now toh mai sochri hu aiims raebareli accept krke sath mei neet bhi dedu agle saal puri mehnat krke apna poora 100 percent deke aur next year mbbs join krlu ye chhodke although mujhe iski seat chhodne k liye 50k penalty lagegi but idc🥀🥀🥀 lmk what do you guys think?😔