Pls read this, I've been wondering this for years and reddit is the only way I can think about this.

Hi everyone everyone,

before reading this: i'm a teen I don't know if it has anything to do with it.

I’m writing because I’ve always been so passionate about witchcraft, crystals, and all of this world.

I try study it (even though i have to study for school), it gives me peace and I’m completely fascinated by it.

Since I was 9 years old I have always been fascinated especially by crystals, at the beginning I studied and deepened the energies a lot and I strongly believed in them.

But. I don’t feel like calling myself a witch. I don’t do rituals, I don’t have an altar, I don’t practice. I just have this huge passion, especially for crystals. I collect them, I look at them, they make me feel good.

I've also recently become very interested in tarot cards and would like to learn how to read them.

Can I love all of this without "joining" something? I feel a bit in between.

Should I start studying and learning to be part of this world or is it better to leave it alone?

I also feel lost from this point of view, but it's like I'm not good enough doing similar things.

And yes you are free to judge me, as long as they are constructive judgments that help me reason and evaluate.

Thank you to anyone who replies 💜💜💜💜