it's exhausting being a queer poc

ik it's a sensitive topic, but I want to share my experience on this because I feel alone, honestly I think being Latino and Gay at the same time is exhausting, I've been insulted so many times for my ethnicity in the same queer Community and I usually feel excluded and seen as less for other guys, besides all of this make me feel way more unatractive when I look myself at the mirror, even when a guy says I'm pretty or any shit, deep down I feel they only like me because they think I'm exotic and not because they really like me... I feel disposable and not taken for anything serious, I'm tired.