i feel like a larper (rant incoming!)

I’ve been in the warriors series since i was in late 2nd grade, which for me was almost 5 years ago, i feel like a larper because ive been deep into the series im relapsing onto it again, it is bad that i like arc 1 the best or that i prefer the earlier phase of the series? (Arc 1-4) or that my favorite ship is ravenbarley or that my favorite cats are Longtail, Swiftpaw, Brightheart, Ravenpaw, or Leafpool? I’m trying to get more into the series i swear lol i just feel bad discussing my favorite things about the series because I feel like I don’t know enough and people gatekeep stuff from me :^