I wanna share some, hit me up if u r bored

So, I've handled many things lonely in my life and I couldn't handle it alone atp. Recently I watched two movies one is abt a character where he cannot confess his love even when he is surrounded by many friends. Another one is hard, from one character I learnt "The thing you love shouldn't become the thing which hurts you the most", and don't obsess with suffering. The characters in these movies and stories connect with me a lot. I couldn't share anything with anyone because they couldn't understand me, including my parents. Also in the second movie a character opens everything to a stranger with an assumption that anything can be shared to a stranger. I genuinely wanna speak to someone atp. Also after some incidents and a rewatching few scenes of the first movie today I am sitting in a corner and trying to figure out what happened to me. DM me.