Prayers are needed please!!

Hi, I’m a 20 year old female and I’m currently going through the toughest season I’ve ever had to walk through. From as long as I can remember I always wanted to be a nurse, but always had self doubt because I was never the brightest in school. When I graduated high school, I immediately worked on pre reqs, and applied to nursing school. I ended up getting excepted, and for the past couple of years I’ve been working towards that couple. I was 2 months from graduating nursing school, at the top of my class I might add, and one random weekend everything changed. I’ve never struggled with any mental health issues, and honestly felt like I was handling the stress from nursing school relatively well. I was doing 10k steps a day, working on clean eating, enjoying my life with my boyfriend and family on the weekends. My life was amazing, and I owed everything I had to God, because I never imagined I would actually be a nurse, especially at such a young age. The day before Mother’s Day, I went into a grocery store and had the worst panic attack ever. From that day forward I began having daily panic attacks, depression, anxiety, brain fog, DPDR, chronic fatigue, sleep issues, and a constant feeling of being lightheaded/dizzy. It went on during my last semester for about 2 months, until one day i physically couldn’t walk into clinicals anymore because I was so disoriented and anxious. I started missing class, and eventually used up my max amount of hours to miss. I unfortunately got released from the program, and have been housebound ever since. I’ve been to several doctors who have ran hundreds of tests, and we’ve came to several conclusions about what could be fueling these symptoms for me. I have a severely low vitamin d, a borderline deficient b12, high cortisol, and a severe build up of yeast in my stomach. I’ve just been in my house for the past 3 months, begging God to heal me, and questioning everyday why he would do this to me. There were so many people in my class only striving to be a nurse for the money, and yet those are the people walking the stage in 10 days. This season of my life, as really made me loose faith, because I don’t know what I did to deserve loosing everything I worked so hard to get. I’ve begged and pleaded with God to please give me relief with my health issues, and yet everyday I wake up feeling worse and worse. It’s been hard to watch all my class mates posting there graduation photos, and I can’t help be jealous, because I worked so hard for that to be me. This has just been a really hard time for me in my life, and I’m just asking for extra prayers, and any words of encouragement yall could give me. Thank you so much!!

Posted Aug 13, 2026, 4:52 PM UTC

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