Need slight help is Amazon not allowing notations refunds to buy grub hub

Today is the 6th anniversary of my fiancé passing. I'm feeling so down, depressed and hungry. I have about $26 in credits (refund abd game I play) but they don't let you use it for gift cards

I wouldn't greatly appreciate a grub hub or door dash gift card. $25/30 will get me today. If you have it you to get a little more I'll get something great