In love with a findom who left the scene

Alas, I never thought I'd be this down bad.

The warnings were in the clips themselves, "there is nothing you can can do to stop this, nothing you can do to prevent it accelerating either". I heard the warnings but the allure was too strong and I didn't know it yet but my love for hypnosis had already begun to turn into a real deep fetish. She was the best in the game (you may even be able to guess who). Perfect combination of confidence, sexy voice and gorgeous looks. I probably shouldn't have watched the clips as many times as I did and now more than one year after she left the scene I still think about her more often than the Roman Empire.

Now I'm sad that I don't get to keep up with her life anymore but I hope she's doing well <3

(on another note I haven't sent anything for 8 weeks! yay)