This week has just been appointment appointment appointment ALL THE WHILE I have a presentation due on Mon morning and I don't have a SINGLE thing ready for it bc these appts are SO draining I get home and just crash and I'm staying w my parents for a while so they're constantly asking me to do odds and ends and yelling at me for 'never leaviny the house' I'm WORKIJNGNNNNGGGG and I can't DRIVE and getting THREE crowns in one day  when you have  severe phobia of doctors and dental work will take somethitn out of you yk but nooooo there's more appointments. More appointments. Yelling at me for my clothes I can't wear sweatpants and lounge clothes around the house bc apparently that's too offensive to my parents but I lowkenuinely lose one point of sanity every second I wear something uncomfortable and it's in the HOUSE

I was doing rly good being with them the first week but now I'm getting reclusive and lectured abt it. "Why are you hiding?? Why won't you talk to us?? You HATE me just go talk to STRANGERS ONLINE" girl I do not have the mental capacity to put up with this pls pls I remmeber why I moved out in the first place now. Don't get me wrong. I am so lucky and thankful I have parents who let me stay with them when I'm between things, but every time I do it furthers my resolve to become financially independent and get a permanent house/apartment whatever asap. I love them but they wear me down so so good.

Also my mom wants to stay w me for a whole week in my new apt to 'help me settle in' (I'll be starting school and ik not paying attention to her will just start so many fights she won't be talked out of it help)

How it genuinely feels to have multiple events back to back no time to rot in btwn and regain some semblance of being functional