Am i One n done..?

😭😭feelin so sad…….. coz I just can’t…. My first delivery was traumatic. After 7 years i finally thought we can try for another. But that ended up in another traumatic miscarriage at 15 weeks. And not just that. I needed d n c 2 times in 2 months. Cause of rpoc. I am so doneeee. I think it is a sign that i should accept that A happy mom is better for my kid than a depressed lost mom after losses n challenges.

But it is feelin sad today…. I have to accept it n take it with pinch (a bucket for me) salt.. that this is it for me………. We are 3….. my heart just kills me to see that my first born is sweetheart n would have been an awesome elder brother….. i just cannot. But I have to let this go. And accept it 😭😭😭….. no 2 kids.. only 1😭..

Anybody like me…?