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Yoo. So Im 17M and idk if this is supposed to be correct or not but I dated this girl 17F for like 2 years and Idk things happened and we broke up last year and mind you she was my first. So after struggling a lot I finally thought I could date someone again and I started talking to my first ever crush. After a month of talking or so I planned a date with her and asked her if shed come and she said yes then on the day of our date she ditched me ig cause I was waiting and ringing up her phone I waited for like 2-3 hours and it started raining after that so I went home. Upon reaching I saw that she had blocked me from everywhere without telling me anything about what I had done and I tried to ask her what had happened but no response. Now its been like a week or two after the incident and I kind of feel like Im backtracking towards the phase during my breakup and I didnt know where or whom I should tell these things to so I chose reddit, the whole being mysterious stuff 🥀 but yeah I guess To sum it all up im basically feeling lonely.