I Finally Orgasmed After 16 Days but it was Kind of Unsatisfying

So for anyone who hasn’t seen my posts yet, I’m the wordle denial guy. My boyfriend and I have been messing around with orgasm control and denial for the past month and a half, and it’s been great so far. I was going for a week of denial, but I ended up cumming without permission and he didn’t have time to punish me so that week turned into more than a week.

Anyway, we recently got a lovense dolce to use for long distance play (we live on opposite ends of the country), and having him control the vibrator whilst I used it was pretty hot, but there was one issue; it just didn’t fit my anatomy properly. Which made the whole experience less than ideal. That said, he did make me cum, but it wasn’t that great. It felt more like a ruin. I kind of expected more after 16 days of orgasm denial and (mostly) no touch.

Maybe it’s because we’re both inexperienced, and we were using it wrong? I don’t know. The whole thing makes me think though, maybe I prefer edging and denial over actual orgasms at this point. Maybe I should see if I could get to 3 weeks and then a month without cumming? I’d still like to have maintenance orgasms once in a while because if I don’t have them it kind of messes with my head and brain chemistry (I’m schizophrenic), but I just don’t know.

I’ll ask my boyfriend if I can play around with the dolce on my own to sort of see if I can figure out what works for me and what doesn’t, or he and I could play around with it together more. It would just be a shame if we didn’t find a way to make it work because it was supposed to be a way for us to connect intimately despite the distance, and because I did spend a lot of money on it. We also had the goal of doing something with forced orgasms/overstimulation with it. I guess it’s time for some trial and error…