I feel like I'm going to die alone

Maybe it's because of social media that I feel like, being gay, I'll never find someone to have a serious relationship with in the long run. I'm a little over 20 and I've had three relationships that lasted a month or two.

I get the feeling that there are still a lot of people who hide their sexuality, and out of fear of being alone, I settle for less than I should aspire to.

A straight guy or girl has a huge pool of guys and girls to explore and see if they click. On the other hand, a gay person only has the option of experimenting with the few openly gay or bi people out there. Plus, some of that community just wants sex (I know not everyone is like that).

I feel like being gay is a curse that condemns you to never have anything serious in your life.