I had to let her go.

Pata hai aaj kya hua. Today i had to let my girl go. She said ki her parents have started to get her matches. They are asking her to talk to those matches and all that stuff.

Before any one goes on a spree, we both come from very conservative Haryanvi families and we both knew all along that this is how i’ll end but now it had i’m not able to handle it well like yeah.

Don’t know how but we always had this old school kind of thing like yeah our language was just taking care of each other like office se leke aana, office leke jana. Kuch bol diya to yaad rakhna aur dheere se bas leke chale jana. Shaam ko office me kya hua h ye baith ke sunna. She use to cook for me, kuch nahi hota tha to khana le aati thi..

But yeah now it has been 48 hrs since she told me and im just sitting in my room. Remembering what i can remember.