Cognitive fatigue and other things. Scared.

I feel like my body is falling apart, yet in the morning I am feeling ok. No fatigue. But other days there's tiredness I can't shake. I had to leave work on Tuesday because I felt sick to my stomach.

Today I started experiencing cognitive fatigue after not even a difficult work out. I get so exhausted in the evening I am skipping showers and other hygiene.

I feel like my body hates me and I am getting scared, even though I am trying to pace as carefully as I can.

My Mom thinks I shouldn't mention I suspect I have ME to the internal medicine doctor and let them run tests. Well why the hell am I going there then?