Hey idk where to begin really but just to make if clear this is not a novel that’s my actual experience that started many years ago, when I was at the start of teens I experienced my first sleep paralysis and I didn’t even realise that it was until a while later , I saw a snake next to me moving and looking straight into my eyes I was confused why was a snake laying next to my pillow I wasn’t scared I didn’t try to move and I suddenly woke up I ran to my mom telling her about the snake and she was shocked ,we looked everywhere in my room but there was no snake and my mom told me it was just a nightmare and I thought so too but that was just the beginning ,After a while I saw my second sleep paralysis and there I saw (it) for the first time, I was laying on my back and he was on top of me looking at me with red eyes it was strange I kept looking around hoping it would break the eye contact but it didn’t the SP continued for minutes and was one of the longest I had , after that I started having SP regularly almost every night sometimes multiple times a night which was draining it started appearing in my dreams with faces of people I liked and started asking me what music do I like and kept trying to get close to me I always recognised it because he always had the same creepy smile and look that no matter how many times it changed faces I would recognise him and try to run away from him because I always found him a strange being also I forgot to mention it is about my age maybe a little older and figured that out because he had teen like behaviours , when I became a young lady and my body started growing it started to try t0uch me I always ran away from him in my dreams but he would put me into SP and I would be able to move at first he was just hugging me but as time went by the more he wanted to t0uch me , I wish it was just dreams and SP but he started to t0uch me while I was fully awake , thankfully I didn’t see him in real life but I still felt his hands I physically felt it and also saw my skin moving I never got used to it even now , I naturally started to hate sleeping or laying down because I always felt his breath on my neck and it would send chills down my spine I started walking around all the time whether I was on my phone ,reading ,chatting with friends, or anything really, that helped a little but I was still tired and stressed so I decided to confide to a friend and she helped a lot but it all ended when it started harming her and showing up as SP to her and I made a space between me and her for her safety, as time passed and the more I had SP the less scared I felt and what helped me that I finally found a way to break free from my SP but only after 50+ experiences , it still try to talk to get close to me in my dreams but I think  the more I kept rejecting him so many times the less hope he had of me accepting him , what is it ? Is he a demon? Idk, is he an imagination or mine ? I don’t think that is true at all because if he was how could he harm my friend and tell her to get away from me , for me he is just a strange being that became interested in me and wanted to be my friend and later wanting to be more than that , thank you for reading my story I was only curious if someone else had a similar experience or know what it was 

Someone is trying to talk to me in my dreams and a sleep paralysis never ending