My life till now

So I'm 25F my mom left my father when she was pregnant with me. So i didn't see him. Upto 10th class we used to live with my ammuma pinni mama. All my education was taken care by them and mom used to work here and there. Pinni got married when i was in 6 class. My ammuma fell ill when i was in 10th we were like poor and we didnt took her to proper hospital. In mean time my mama got married to his love and moved different house. After few month my ammuma died. My mama said to my mom that take her and live with your sister I will go to guntur, her education is here so live here. So we shifted near to my pinni house in inter. I used to do gig works here and there. But my pinni husband ante babai gave some amount for my degree education, they dont have kids.

So after degree I did a job which litreally gave trauma. I faced so much partiality, gender discrimination and my tl litreally ganged up on me Bcz i was talking to other tl. And scolded me in gc when he was drunk and deleted in morning. I left the office.

I drafted a mail to ceo with proofs. He was removed from office within 3 months after I left.

After this I stayed at home with depression. My pinni husband ante ma babai asked me to work with him in stock market. Staring i used earn low but afterwards I used to earn good. So in mean time u will obviously get close. He used to treat me as his kid and used to say all my property belongs to u, who do we have like that and all. But l was in my limit never crossed it. So yesterday he said this line don't touch me I will loose money if you touch me after a pause he realised what he said and covered it by saying u left hair ani. Anthe na kalalo nilu agale, Nenu intiki ochesa I said my mom nenu cheya inka ani vere job chusukunta ani. My mom was like ni istam nenu force cheya andi. After sometime she became dull and said ni pelli varaku ayna agalsindi ippudu evaru chestaru. So basically plan enti ante next year na pelli ani fix ayyaru, infact ma uncle was saving money for my marriage. Na marriage aithe ma amma valla dagara untundi vallu chustaru ani. Now everything fallen apart.

Worry antha job midhe dorukunthunda ledhaa. Inni years intlo undi alvatu ayindi, chala low confidence undi. Idk what my life holds in future.