Guy at work took my virginity and knocked me up at 18

I was 19 years old during the pandemic and I was still a virgin when I met this new guy at work that piqued my interest and I knew we were both not looking for anything serious but I was really desperate to lose my virginity at that time. Shortly after my 20th bday he insisted to take my virginity without a condom but I was really scared, he then agreed to keep the condom on for the first ejaculation and take it off for the rest of the sex, pulling out before he came again. He always came multiple times.

He was really adamant on not using condoms at all and just pulling out until one day I was so desperate to feel him cum deep inside me and he did just that. We were instantly so addicted to him filling me up every single day. Every time he pumped me full we would agree that this would be “the last time” and “next time we will use a condom”, long story short I was glued to his cock and took his cum everyday, a few months later my period was late and a pregnancy test showed positive. I was so extremely scared but it ended up making the sex even hotter, knowing he successfully claimed my womb and truly knocked me up. We broke up a few years ago and I haven’t had much action going on ever since. I miss the feeling of a hard cock throbbing and spurting deep inside of me. It’s the most satisfying feeling in the world….especially thinking back on how young and naive I was, truly just giving in to the raw pleasure the sperm deep inside my fertile womb brought me….