[F4Futa] How Would You Make Me Into a Hucow?

It's gotten past the point of fantasy, to the point that I'm finally actively looking to make my dreams come true. And it really is what I want from my life. I've figured out that I don't want more school or a real career, instead I'd rather be human livestock for breeding and producing milk. I want to be a hucow.

I'm serious about this, and I'm looking for other people who are serious too. I want someone who knows what they're doing, has a plan, and has the means to put it into place. My plan is to interview prospective owners, looking for someone that I truly believe can make me a productive cow within a year. If I'm confident in her, I'll give up control of my body and my life for that year, working with her to help hit my targets. If they do, I will have further goals for each year up through the fifth, each time giving up control for another year.

Once an owner demonstrates their ability to train me into being a highly productive cow over those five years, I will trust her enough to give away all autonomy, forever. That is what I'm looking for, even more than my first milking, or any other milestone. Every little step will be amazing, but the feeling of truly being confident that I can give away myself to be someone else's property, that is my true goal in life.

Do you have what it takes?

(the above section is written in character)

Kinks: hucow, breeding, lactation, growth, light body mod, bondage, spanking, orgasm control/denial, light petplay, and plenty more.

Limits: bathroom stuff, feet, rimming, animals, blood, etc. Generally filth and illegal stuff are what I'm against.

As for the structure of the RP, I could be up for a few short vignettes, or a longer and more detailed story. Perhaps I might also be up just for a chat if you have very detailed plans in mind, but not enough time to put them into a RP.