I think I was murdered in a past life or something

I just had a series of dreams so real and vivid. And first of started out like I was shooting a movie, then I was in the movie. Then the characters and plots changed a lot but it was the same place and people? I woke up and when I went back to sleep I was in the same dream but it wasn’t a story anymore. I remember my mom? And some man I told him I was going to shoot him if ever barged into my room like that again. When I went downstairs I saw my mom shoveling snow in the night, I told her it was only very little and she told me there was more coming. And it was empty outside but it was the same place I had been from the beginning shooting this horror movie with all these characters. Then things kind went still and something outside me like outside of my dream was massaging my head and hands and I remember hearing very clearly. “She’s looping, she keeps looping”. And I woke up and I haven’t stopped crying since. It’s 4pm and I’ve been sleeping since 8am. Having the same dream. And I woke up with this lonely sad feeling that I’ve had all my life. I can’t describe it and I’ve always had this fear of being murdered or my family being murdered. But I can’t stop crying. Whatever this is I just hope it clears or leaves me but it feels really deeps.