18 m , no friends at Allen (didn't get any solutions on last post so here we go again 😭)

So basically I had a friend group earlier but for some controversial reason, they aren't my friends anymore and nobody wants to be my friend because they think that I am queer , I spend all the time alone , trying to focus on my lessons, but it's hard to spend time like that , during lunch breaks I struggle to find spots where I can have lunch peacefully but being seen and alone scares me , usually during breaks I pretend to study and examine my notes to pretend to be busy but ik I am dying seeing others chuckle each other up and have friends , which makes me feel even lonelier, especially during lunch breaks , how do I deal with this?