[M4F] It’s more than breeding to me. Here’s how I see it.

I don’t think people are wrong in their interpretation of breeding, per se. I just think a majority of people who place it above all do shallow work of something that isn’t just an act. To me, it is an expression, dynamics, process, a marked lift and affirmation of presence, legacy, and humanity.

So again, not that people get it wrong - I think many say the right things to get them the right result, and they go about their business with emptier balls - so to speak - when I think there is a lot more to be gained from unlocking and safely dismissing the deeper rungs of their existential binding of genetics, heritages, and energy.

How I view and interpret it all may take time in this post, as I don’t even think I myself has searched a satisfying ‘definition’ - but I do know I have a north star in just how to view it and regard it as the whole reason why I never fully cease thinking about it. That said, bear with me as I attempt the wider lip of the funnel here, and maybe we can seek and arrive at the other end together (maybe nine months later ;) ).

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1. Attraction

The first, we have the attraction - or in other posts, I called it the ‘pre-breeding phase’. I’d prefer for you to know my intentions - knowing that when you see me watching you wth a whole level above mutual attraction, and even love. Something deeper, and older, you can practically feel it. This heat of my eyes passing over you, seeing you deeper than nudity and flesh, but what you represent, and give to me regarding my sex and manhood.

Meeting with you makes me learn that saying of ‘completion’ with the right woman - or multiple women, if i am so lucky to know my seed was spread far - where I feel a pull so genetic that I am lost for words when I have the ability to safely hold you in my gaze - something long, addictive, and marked by your colour, smile, and event scent. Wanting to know and accept you, the stares as you walk away, the low glances when among your friends and family or just in public - lost in your image as others catch me staring - other women jealous of your fortune of having me long and yearn for you. I don’t need sex at this point, your presence brings not just joy but also light and sound now - resonance, fragrance, knowing you are the one - or one of ones - you are it, my decision, my desire, bundled into you. 

I want this stage to be a deep knowing, learning - not your starsign or favourite ice cream, although I'm sure I'll know all about it eventually - but removing even your cultivated identity, our nationalities, and so on: I know you for what you want to give me, this gift only you can give me, and there will be a rich future in biological tethering. I want you to know my look I give you, knowing your biological will be taken and named mine on the genetic level soon enough. My every touch a gesture, an excuse, to touch the body that will grow my future.

1. Breeding

I am of two minds in this space. I either want wanton sessions with you, every opportunity, free use, or, we have scheduled and partitioned sessions where I have the chance to build up pressure and 'attraction' towards you. It really does come down to your discipline and how you would finally give in to the desires brought up in the previous encounters of pure desire.

Regardless, I want our sessions to be focused only on one thing - for at least the first session: 'sperm in uterus'. Forgive the clinical approach, but I want that first one to take the animal edge off of us. Not sex, but coitus - minutes of quick and explosive thrusts and frantic clutching at your body, limbs to wrap around me if I’m on top, breasts beneath you if it’s Doggystyle to trigger thoughts of feeding. I want our first interaction to be starved and desperate. And when we finally calm ourselves we can fall into the relaxed free use and happy rutting with romance and conversation - broken apart by moans and sinking into the feeling.

I want this point to be full of sex but meaningful connection. You know you’re not on birth control, I know my self control has completely dissolved, and it can happen - deep and regardless of whether or not you are ovulating - which means it seems like it’s not about breeding per se, but maybe it’s more about creating access, a tether, and extending on deep knowledge of one another’s sex, learning triggers, accepting bodies, and pushing further into a breeding mindset.

1. Pregnancy

Finally, success. It was captured. My seed sat within you and became one and began to grow - meiosis split the zygote and life fully began with my start up and within your warm home - it is where jt belongs after all. Graduating from a bump to plump, arching your spine. 

Forgive me if i say that the image of you carrying for me makes my mouth water - more so than the actual breeding - because your changes - your burden - are because of me. Your heaviness, your stretching skin, i need to stop before i make a river of drool - but you can understand now how much i would crave and want you near so i can touch you, your smell, your curvature, your grunts getting up from the couch.

Best believe you and I are still rutting while you grow my seed. Oh, my love, i will visit often and keep your womanhood warm, unneglected, and spoiled with seed. Keep you safe and full - doggystyle and feeling your be- okay, i’ll stop… but what i will say is that i would never leave you during this stage without giving you schedules and travel times and constant updates - not for your sake but mine - digging and grinding theough moments so i can come back and lift your belly from behind and give you relief, before you lay on your back and our future between us and i fill you with my relief - after dinner and your pregnancy cravings, of course. In your first message, please say ‘your seed belongs in me’ so I know you read this far.

1. Birthing

I’ll keep this one brief as i know it can turn a lot of women off - but at least know this if you choose to skip: it wouldn’t stop me from craving you. 

Ideally i want open minded midwives whom are present to help with you. But also to help me be stable. What i mean by that is i want to be inside you during the birthing process. Maybe not in your vagina, but maybe the other hole if you wanted to try it - or practice in the lead up/during the breeding stages? 

I think it scares a lot of men, but not me. I want it to be the fever dream. The hot smells going straight to the sinuses. The noise. The wet smacks of flesh. And when its all done and calm - if indeed i could remain inside and finished inside your anus, i would relax and softly plough your back fields while our baby is taken to be cleared and checked, holding your sagging belly where its first home was. Smelling and tasting your sweat off of your neck and relaxing seed inside your colon. 

Ideally, anyway. 

1. Aftermath

This is where many women assume i’ll up and leave - and for some, maybe its best, maybe they didn’t want my forever, just my seed. And believe me when I say, i am more than okay with that - im more than okay leaving things alone once you are confirmed pregnant. Part of me deserves that life of obscure paternity. 

But those that would remain would find absolute obsession - maybe more than the attraction phase - they would find me touching, feeling, holding, salivating over your changed body. The extra layers of fat, the stretched and loose skin, the soreness for years - maybe even a bit of trauma in your eyes when we discuss making another. Maybe i crave this part of you more. 

Where your body is tired. Aching. Slow. In need of help, reassurance, honesty, maybe even silence and distance from me. But know that i will be watching, wanting, craving, and alive with love and heat for you. Noticing your body in ways you may never. Your thinned hair, your hormone rebalancing, your cracked nails, and weight you just can’t seem to shed. Like the pregnancy phase, i know for certain that it was me, because of me, for me. And for that, we need not get married, but i will definitely feel that forever intertwining that puts words to shame - just a raw feeling of togetherness even when apart. 

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So what do you think? Thoughts, feelings, actions? Let me know what you felt while reading, what emotions or awakenings were you tempted into? Please send a message.

I’m not looking to roleplay at all - this is a fantasy i want to make very real one day - even if just sperm donation and we part ways forever. This is my heart on a plate, let alone my sleeve. I am ready for you. 

Remember the prompt somewhere in this text. Where does what belong?