I wish I were born to a better family

We don’t have running water OR electricity I hate it, sometimes we do sometimes we dont. My dad is cheating on my mom and spoiling others girls and their children and paying all their bills and furnishing their house while we suffer and he says hes suffering with bills like NO SHIT you’re literally giving girls free money while leaving us to rot. I get no birthday gifts no christmas gifts no nothing. Everyone gets birthday gifts and Christmas gifts and any gift while I NEVER EVER had a single gift in my entire life while he is giving other girls and their kids stuff. I wear clothes from middle school I hate him so much I can’t wait til I move out and I don’t even have a car while everyone ik parents got them a car my friends have jeeps, teslas and brand new cars THEIR SOPHMORE YEAR. I’m fine with even with a beater I would love to just have a car. I just hate my life,I see no future with myself.