Theory of Causal Reconciliation: The Absurdity I Cannot Let Go Of

I am not going to assert anything. I am simply going to ask questions. They may sound insane. But they are the ones that have kept me awake for many years.

Absurdity #1: What if every particle has an invisible twin with negative mass?

What if every electron, every quark, every speck of dust has a mirror copy whose mass has a "minus" sign? What if our world is only half of reality, and the other half is a mirror sector that we cannot see?

Absurdity #2: What if gravity is not attraction, but a difference?

What if gravity arises only because the contributions of two mirror worlds almost completely cancel each other? What if gravity is just a small asymmetry between two gigantic forces?

Absurdity #3: What if there is no singularity at the center of a black hole?

What if, upon reaching a critical density, matter switches into the mirror sector? What if a black hole is not a dead end, but a portal?

Absurdity #4: What if the universe dies and is born again?

What if the end of one cycle is the cause of the beginning of another? What if there exists a point of Big Reset, where everything is zeroed out and born anew?

Absurdity #5: What if the probability of our existence is so small that it becomes infinity?

The chance of randomly obtaining such a low initial entropy as our universe has is estimated at about 1 in 10^(10^123). This number cannot be written down. But what if there are infinitely many cycles? What if even this absurdity becomes inevitable?

Absurdity #6: What if an equation that looks like nonsense unites everything?

Ĉ(∞⁰) = 0^∞

What if this equation unites general relativity and quantum physics? What if it is never solved completely, and in that lies its eternity? What if this is the very formula that Einstein was searching for?

Why am I asking this?

Because I have been through an altered state of consciousness where this structure was not a metaphor — it was reality. Since then, I have been trying to translate it into the language of physics. I understand that it sounds absurd. I understand that I may be called crazy. But I cannot stay silent.

If I am somehow right — the world will never be the same.

Sergey Boyko, Russian mathematician and scientist obsessed with physics, author of the idea