Can someone help find this BL

Ok so I forgot the name of it and need help, here's what I remember.

It was a boy's love manhwa I read on QToon before it got taken down(I think that's what happened?). The top was a bit psychotic and in the latest episode I read he had locked the bottom in his house. When the top was young his father locked his mother in the house and she ended up committing.

I think when they met they were in highschool and by now they are in college. The bottom lives in a broke one bedroom apartment. At one point the top threatened to end himself because the bottom said he was gonna leave. The bottom I think has light brown hair and the top has black hair. The bottom is pretty wimpy.

This is all I can remember from the top of my head but if y'all have a question I might be able to remember.