I'm morally against this, but I really want it

My life expectancy as a trans person is pretty low, and as my 30s inch closer I feel more and more radicalized, which is why I feel like reproducing is cruel to the offspring. I will definitely be a deadbeat dad but trans. They say "the only guarantees in life are death and taxes," but I really like the idea of being someone's baby factory. Not a parent, just making babies for someone else to raise. I especially love women and would love to be a free-use baby maker for a group of trans women, but I don't really care too much about the gender of the other parent as long as they can get me pregnant. Maybe it'll motivate me to do something that makes the world a better place? Maybe it'll make me care less about myself and more about what happens to future generations? Will it radicalize me more? All I know is I wanna be naked and pregnant but I don't think that will destroy the patriarchy or fascist governments. The fascists want me pregnant too which is why the algorithm is feeding me dating app ads. Anyone wanna help brainwash me to stop transitioning and get pregnant?