Talking about NoFap, the journey's been great so far, and honestly being mentally busy (since i moved out of my home) all the time helps me from lust

Ranting about my life right now:

But, honestly, there's a lot of different things I've been dealing w right now.

One of them is lack of drive in my work (which is TOTALLY my fault, and I don't blame anyone for it).

My work is near 0 nowadays.

Not an excuse but, reasons can include a heck lot of work by myself (since there's no one to help me out, I'm out here alone for a stuff I am being forced to do by my family) through out the day. Washing the dishes, clothes, bringing in vegies/fruits, having very little things/items with me (which means a simple thing of 5 mins needs me to have 30 mins from me), safety, and everything you can possibly imagine of. I am distracted like never before. And work is now a side priority, while "living" is the first one.

While I do understand, I can improve and manage my time better.

I have no excuses, other than to help myself out of this shitty situation.

I'm living in the smallest room you can possibly imagine.

The bed doesnt fit my length, and the bedsheets are mostly wet due to my sweat.

My neighbours are low ambition incels

The room is damp and wet because it basically is surrounded by tall buildings and also I hang my wet clothes somewhere on my bed or cupboard so that they dry up (I've no where else to do that).

Food is shit and COSTLY!

I need money to really move out and for a lot of different other reasons (for which I need to FUCKING work!)

My parents compares me with my cousin (who recently got a job, with a ridiculously low salary), but he's 22, I'm 18. I make 4x the money he makes through my agency stuffs/freelancing (business). But somehow for my culture, a corporate job is better than being a self employed multi-millionaire.

I've never been busier in my life honestly. Which is honestly good for SR/NoFap, but rest everything is falling apart.

My time management skills are worse than pandas (i mean pandas are lazy and doesn't do much through out the day lol).

I know, all these negative experiences are required in life. But, I also need to get out of it.

Nofap has been a great partner here anyways. I would have been a lot worse without it. (Context: I've went multiple long streaks before this current one.)

To the stranger reading this, what would be your advice for someone like me?