30s, gay, reconceptualizing myself.

31m openly gay here. I have been out a long time, well over a decade, I was quite young.

I've spent years and years dating and sleeping with guys. Throughout it all, even when I was have fun, I wound up feeling empty and sad. No matter how hard I tried, I always felt like there was something missing in these relationships.

Over the past two years of really unpacking my feelings, I have realized I'm actually bi. I've unearthed deep and unexplored romantic feelings for women. I think that's a big part of what I've been missing.

Idk I'm not sure what i do about this. Never dated a woman in my life but I feel it's needing something i have to explore. Not sure how i go about that. Just wanted to share.