24 [M4A] #New York/Online so focused on asian girlfriend’s pleasure that i’m becoming a cuck

We met in undergrad at a small liberal arts college on the east coast. As you might expect of a WMAF striver couple, we’re both the picture of success. This kept us together.

Unfortunately, we did have a break. During that time, I started chatting with people on here, mostly women, and then it was men … about what she was doing while we were broken up. We got back together, but I couldn’t stop thinking about her being taken by someone else, in front of me. His hands, gripping her waist, lining his cock up against her pussy, pressing into her. Her asian pussy needing to be forced open.

I’m thinking of getting her first dildo tonight. I’d love suggestions or anyone to give me instructions on how to fuck her properly. I’m really focused on her pleasure, way more than my own.

If you’re a man or woman who is open to helping me explore this or has experience, reach out! Descriptive people or those with dominance/race/age kinks can also message me.