Manic for the last several years despite meds?

Ok so Im pretty sure I've been manic for the last several years despite medication. Idk if I can list what I take but I'll try. Celexa- antidepressant, vraylar-mood stabilizer, buspar-anxiety, seroquel-insomnia-antipsychotic, klonopin- as needed-panic disorder, suboxone- opioid use disorder. I am not asking for medical advice at all nor will I do anything other than what I'm prescribed by my doctor to do.. but I am stumped and don't know where to start. Anyone have any experiences with any of these meds? Any opinions or stories to share? I've been trying to stay clean for years and I'm starting my life over for the kajillionth time right now and I have got to get my shit together. This is insane I never thought we'd be here at 28 years old. I'm going to inpatient rehab very soon. I've only ever tried sober living and I didn't stay a terribly long time but I came and went on my own free will. This time instead of a downy substance it was a speedy substance since I'm on sub and don't crave the downy feeling. Good thing I have a good support system because I wouldn't have made it. I truly have to do better this time. For myself and my 3 year old little girl.she will be staying with family until I can get sorted out. Please no judgement. Just people who have experience with this stuff. No need to shame I do enough of that to myself I'm trying to build confidence here. Anyways anything you may want to say would be appreciated. I have a long journey ahead.