Why is Paige Lorenz spiraling?

Why is she spiraling 😭 There’s so clearly something bothering her. Lowkey I feel like there has to be a specific girl or influencer she’s comparing herself to. I still think it’s wild she admitted in her Substack that she’s competitive and insecure because honestly it shows. I didn’t even know who she was until her wedding and initially thought she was pretty, but everything since has felt so try-hard and weirdly competitive. Even the reposts lately are a lot. The wedding gave her so much positive attention too, she should’ve just enjoyed it. Like I feel she’s throwing a temper tantrum because people don’t see her as some amazing Martha Stewart, Ralph Lauren creative director. But why be upset about that? She is who she is, an entertaining woman famous for dating athletes who a lot of young girls follow. Why does she want so badly to be something she is not? Her life is pretty good! If she really wanted it you’d think she’s not surround herself with people like Hallie batch because it like shows who she is. She comes across so trashy and mean to me. Like everything feels like one person is causing her to spiral but maybe it’s just me.