Ngl never thought I'd make this post.... I mean who actually need advice?

I honestly don't know where to start... and if there's garamical or spelling errors I blame on my keyboard as I'm not a English mess (just another mess).

So context wise, sort of a M34 hound dog, not really meant a lot. Tbh I'm not that sure on the body count.... I think about 70?

Now I don't really well I just want a connection? In all honesty it's all I've wanted the last 7 but I just don't know...

I love seeing ny partner having fun and having a well onher terms fwb close at hands sort of keep me extra uncertain... I honestly is well as I hope you can tell all over and... well under the place