I want independence. I told my mom I'd never drive again due to an accident, so I used my credit card and splurged on an e-bike and all of its accessories (She doesn't know this though, I hide the fact that I even have a credit card from her) but yet things still feel so empty. Like, I have no choice but to remain alone forever. Because I have no friends, no one to talk to. I go to clubs, I go to college, I work, and it never changes. Therapy and meds never helped me.

I just want to break free from the chains of my mom, the chains of my home. I want to break free, do what I want when I want, with zero judgement or criticism.