edging ritual

We can talk about the moments before you start gooning, you take a bath even knowing that you are going to end up full of oil, and with raw morals, but you still can't ignore the erection that those thoughts are generating in you, put on your underwear, take out the oil and put it on the desk, those moments where you feel tingling in your penis because you know that soon you will take it out and you will be able to pump, it is something so embarrassing but at the same time so hot, you know that you will end up with your tongue out, going pussies and penises alike with your tongue out sucking the air and in uncomfortable poses that you take advantage of because no one can see you locked in your room in the dark, everything about that ritual seems so fucking hot to me, I just want a gooner or a goonette to tell me how to assemble my gooncave, where to put my laptop, what pose to do, how is the best way to masturbate, how much oil to use, what porn to watch?  

There's something very masculine about that