should i start hgh?

yes, i realise that i should've hopped on to hgh the same time as i hopped on to test, but it's too late for that now. i can't get x-rays to check if my growth plates have fused, but they likely are, given that i stopped growing at 15/16 and i am 19 now. however, i would still like to give myself a chance and not regret never trying hgh, and since i can probably afford to fork out the few hundred required to buy a few months' worth of hgh, here i am.

i don't intend on blasting it, would probably start off on a lower dose of 2-3iu per day and work my way up according to how i feel. worst case, nothing happens and maybe i get some muscle gains. best case, i grow a little bit.

is this a stupid idea?