26 [F4M]

I'm married and I love masturbating with strangers online...
My husband is not aware that I do this. If he found out, I don't think that he would leave me, but it would break his heart. He does not have a high sex drive (we have sex once every 2 weeks on average). The bigger issue is the sex is boring. He does not have much energy, and kind of just lays there. i love playing with her and making her feel good i'm so lucky and thankful for all the pleasure