Addicted

Hi. I started this in April when I was 5 pounds away from overweight. I just wanted to feel more confident for summer, and help with the food noise. Now im almost underweight. I can’t stop taking it. I’ve started to develop disordered eating habits. I haven’t eaten more than 1000 calories in a day for almost 2 months. I feel like shit. My hair is falling out. I haven’t been able to regulate my temperature, im having chest pain. The last two weeks I haven’t eaten more than 2-500 calories in a day. I talked to my therapist about it and she’s recommending me to lower my dose but I did that and then the next week upped it again. I’m in a spiral. And I feel alone in this.