love being a girl sometimes

going on a trip very soon and i spent almost the whole night trying out different outfits, reached flow state and started doing my makeup at 5 AM when i had nowhere to go???😭😭😭😭 kept on experimenting and trying out new lip combos with everything i had and i don't know why it was the best feeling ever. i felt so happy and pretty the entire time.

it just made me connect to my teenage self when i actually started getting into makeup and the times i used to get ready at home even though i had nowhere to go just because i liked it and it made me happy.

i have been very busy in the last month so tonight felt so good when i was just in my own company, listening to music and playing with my makeup and clicking 10000 pictures after i was done. felt like a kid again tbh😭😭 aandd the makeup turned out to be super gorgeous so i also learnt you can do it better if you're not in a hurry lol

it's 6 am as i'm writing this and i have to be up in 3 hours so i'm kinda fucked but i'm so happy