Found out I cannot file

Ok so...I have multiple professional gaming licenses in multiple jurisdictions. So, I reached out and asked a general question to my licensing team. They said there are multiple jurisdictions where bankruptcy would mean immediate license termination....so unfortunately, I cannot go thru with it because my job depends on my licenses and without them, I wont have a job. Not trying to lose my job in this economy. Fk that. So I guess I will have to just work on some type of plan...maybe like snowball or avalanche. Oh well. Damnit