Inverted triangle body. Is it really that unattractive? :(

Why do most of my features are manly now even body too. I never cared much about how my body looks cuz I be too busy with crying over my face. But looked at the mirror naked today and wanted to throw up.My shoulders are so huge and manly. My posture is ugly and lower body is narrow. I feel like a monster. Why am I so flawed. I feel so unlovable There's nothing I like about my appearance. I have the features people pay millions to get rid off.