Help with growing my faith

Hello, I’m Diego. I’m a former Protestant teenager who currently can’t attend Mass or do anything remotely connected to Catholicism because my parents are very strict and completely reject the Catholic faith.

It makes me sad because I deeply wish I could live out the things I would love to do as a Catholic. My journey started when I began looking into Church history, and over time, I found myself developing a deep love for the Catholic faith. Now, I cherish every moment I even get to see a crucifix.

I would really appreciate any advice, tips, or prayers that could help me grow in my faith during this difficult time.