I'm back cause theirs no meaning in my life anymore, my life has been one fuckass punishment for my sense of self and being, whenever I'm at my most vulnerable I fail to stay away from bad things. And also becuase I love and miss this place too but listen to my hate first

I love you guys and I hate my guys, I'm so fucking tiredddddd and shit I'm staying cause I am, and if I leave I can't leave because I'm staying. 

Sorry for once again fucking with your view of me, going and coming backime I do id say I'm sorry but it'll just happen again due to my state on this earth and shit

Over and over again, like edgyptains fucking the crocodiles that's my mind now too, I leave and come and I never change becuSe I am a below worthless in someones eyes, every day I beg for death and I can't ever do it because I can't, but I wish I could.

Ive been called a racist, manipulator and powertripper alot in my life that I don't give a shit if I am those things to other people cause I know I'm in myself, and that's not there amongst it

Blablawahahahahahaahhahahahaha!!!!! Jajajajjaahahahahahahhdifkc

I'm gonna regret everything I post or do in the future, I simply wanted to post art and talk and now look at this shit I can't even anymore, not dissing Yorubia I hate earth cause I can't ever feel whole

I don't know what the world and shit wants me to do I'm always met with something, someone goes out of their way to fuck with me cause I exist

I fucking hate this life I've been given and yet I love it like a mother loves her mentally ill son that's killed people in that way, I'm sorry so sorry so sorry just don't hate me

But you will, over and over again, over and over again over and over and over and over and under and over and over and over, I wish I could ask why, why you hate me but I know it's because of something intertwined with me, not a Minority kinship but something that makes me hateable

Gnaw gnaw way way wah, wah why poor meeeeeeee I have it sooo baddddd chase 

Chase Chase round and round and roundroundoundoundounfound

AIAAAAGGHHHH!!!N 

I don't wanna breathe anymore man I fucking hate this shit why couldn't I have been stemcells for someone else

I want to exfoliate all biological matter on my person's, that's what I want, I've got three fuckers in my skull who are all one hyrda arguing and bickering while I in the middle cannot stop nor dull my experience

Nothing is a big deal and I wish it could be cause the fucking world is so greyish right now, I can't see anything but sweet everything's I hate it all I fucking hate it all 

Why can't I let u things go and be not bitchy I just I'm sorry I'm sorry bnrnrk why can't I just be, there's a certain cadence and tone lost through text

I'm a hallucination hallucinating real things lalalalal I giant cwtn I can't here you or me I'm just yydc aghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Disaointment disappointment ingrained into my cells, I'll never be rn gh enough for myself because I'm always pushed back to this exact spot

O find I find myself indescribable sad in this month, moment if you will, just so endlessly sad, so sad and so very endlessly willfully sad

I'm not killing myself I just hope to god someone else would recognize that they would be the ones to kill me in that scenario, over and over and over again, fuck me I love you just keep fucking and fucking until nothing is fucking and there is nothing to love so I live you and I love you

.performance, that's what this right now attention kharma farming I'm a fuckingg whore

Jibber jabber fuck me I can't even say fuck you cause that's mean

I'm back crackas, sorry for being a bitch here's me Denji x Togata art T4T whatever everything that everything hates